Bitter defeat?

Did this morning's rain bode ill? Was the weather foretelling the outcome of today's National Individual C'ships? Ok la lol..I sound so serious. It didn't went well for me though. Everything and some things I guess. Not making sense. Some parts were good..but overall was bad. The sparined ankle in my first bout with Noelle didn't help much either. Lucky Edwin brought me the Yoko yoko from FS if not I duno how I was gona survive round robin. Thanks Ed! I didn't believe in such pain relivers and stuff, but now I think I'm gona invest in one haha.

I duno why..it's just today my distance and speed seemed weird. Too much preparation too. Haiz this is the outcome of stoning too much. Even against Ann I wasn't thinking I guess..that's why got trashed by her. History repeats itself once again..I still rmb the last time it happened when I was sec 4. This time, there's no more Mr Neo to ask me to reflect, but even coach didn't talk to me after that. Probably angry ba..but I'm also fed up that he left me there clueless about why I lost. I know this kinda thing must learn on your own, but I need coach's guidance too right? Not saying anything to me leaves me not understanding which equals to making the same mistake again next time. In the end, I asked Joseph and Bryce instead and I realised a few of my recurring flaws. I just duno why I dun get 'hot' enough..almost all the sabreurs there yell. I just havent reached that level haha.

Eve didn't make it into top 4 too. Eve ah you know you can win one lo. But nvm dun pressurize her alrd..she fell down during the last few crucial points with Lewina. So today DP had two casualties haha. I think this is the worst ankle sprain I've gotten so far lo..both sides of the ankle swollen. I used to pride myself on never spraining any part before..but oversight makes one careless sometimes. Just hope that it'll be ok in time for Juniors next week ba.

After the women's sabre finals, we joined the epeeists at Sumo House for Tunch? Suprising that they were still chatting there after probably an hour plus coz we thought they had left. I finally tried something different! The curry udon..and it's quite nice, although I dun really fancy thick noodles, but I like the curry. Those guys really know how to enjoy..while we sabreurs were finishing our food, they went to the nearby Mac to have ice-cream. Actually quite shiok also..with the breeze after the rain and the comfortable seats and good frens...

I can't say I've gotten much out of today, but I've learnt a few things. Start thinking! And come Juniors next week, it's gona be different.