New year, new start

Monday, 25/1/2010


2009 seemed to fly past just like that. I have to remind myself that it's already 2010 whenever I write dates. Looking back, it feels as though it wasn't long ago that I was working for SYF and in Say Cheeze. Then uni came and everything went on fast forward, and some things changed, for better or for worse, I guess only time can tell.

True enough, we reminisce, and people say we can learn from history. But history is afterall, history; there is only so much we can learn from it. We can't go back, or try everything again. Sometimes, the past has to stay in the past, and we can only look to the future and hope for the better. I'm not asking for anyone to agree with me, I'm merely stating my view. To people whom I've promised things, or said that I would do something, and end up not fulfilling it, I'm sorry. I am human after all, and humans make mistakes; they're unable to make everyone happy at the same time. That's what I'm learning slowly, that not every situation is a win-win in real life. I'm not trying to make up excuses for the wrongs I've done in the past, but I just want people to understand that I'm just an ordinary girl who have her own aspirations, thoughts, and feelings. To all my friends who have shared with me their fun and laughter, let's have some fun together again! Haha. And to my family and loved ones, even though they might not be reading this, I just want to say thank you for teaching me that sometimes joy lies in the simplest of things.

Seems like a reflection post. Haha. All I know now is that studies are top priority, or I would be wasting my parents' hard-eaned money. But of course, family is just as important, which I have realised, having spent weekdays in hall and seeing how much my family misses me when I return home during the weekends. I can't wait for this sem to be over! Then loooooooooonnnnnggg holiday...... Lol.


P.S. Sorry about the skin, I haven't got round to changing it due to the imcompatability issues and stuff.